Testimony of Extraordinary 2011

October 26, 2011

Matthew 4:8-10
Again, the devil took Him up on an exceedingly high mountain, and sowed Him all the kingdoms of the world and their glory.
And he said to Him, "All these things I will give You if You will fall down and worship me."
Then Jesus said ti him, "Away with you Satan! For it is written, "you shall worship the Lord your God, and Him only you shall serve."

Well Conference is over and I am still having a ball with Jesus. Saturday morning Pastor Heath a dynamic word from the Lord and it was then that I was set free from grieving Charisse's daddy's death. I nailed guilt to the CROSS, I am free forever. I also, on that day gave Fibromyalgia and all the infirmities to JESUS. Does this mean I won't battle these, probably not, in fact the devil will probably fight harder, but I refuse to bow down to them and worship it anymore.
My pain management doctor suggested that I take Cymbalta for the Fibromyalgia, that is an anti-depressant. I refuse to bow down to the spirit of depression, I refuse to let depression to have authority in my life anymore. I also refuse to have Fibromyalgia, Arthritis, and every pinching nerve in my body to have authority in my life.

I believe that me and my daughter were set free during Conference. Charisse gave an awesome testimony. Well, there's my testimony of EXTRAORDINARY 2011. I will never forget this Conference.
Thank you Pastor Linda for loving women so much.

May 30, 2011

Written at 1:42 am

This has been the longest and hardest month for me, physically, financially, spiritually, and emotionally.

Physically - I've been in so much pain that it has taken my breath away.

Financially - Not having any food and really not knowing when my next meal will be or come from.

Emotionally - Felling that I am all alone.

Spiritually - Feeling like I'm walking through a desert being so dry and parched.

But God is faithful. He has comforted me through my pain. He has provided for me. He has showed me that I'm not alone even when I feel as if I'm walking through the desert. In my physical body, I've been in so much pain that I would pray that the Lord would take me home but instead He has comforted me through it. Financially, there's been days where I would have just bread and water or milk, if I had it and I am grateful that I even had that. Through all this I have felt all alone. But God is faithful, always. He would give me days with almost no pain where I didn't need a pain pill. Financially, I would be so hungry and really not knowing when my next meal will be or even come from. There's been days where I would have only two slices of bread and a glass of milk, but I've been so grateful that I even had that. There has been a couple of people who heard the voice of God and helped me and will always be grateful for these wonderful people, and pray blessings on their lives. Spiritually, I've felt as if I am walking through a desert so dry and parched but God has allowed me to drink deep of His presence and love. I can't ignore my emotions, they have been on such a Roller Coaster, feeling all alone in all this, but the Lord showed me that that is a lie. I really didn't think people really cared so I wouldn't ask God to raise up Intercessors on my behalf. The Lord kept taking me to Hebrews 13:5, Let your conduct be without covetousness, be content with such things as you have. For He Himself has said, "I will never leave you nor forsake you."

He has always been there, through it all. I can't wait for the month of May to be over. I have kept asking the Lord what is it that He is showing me, He wants me to trust Him and Him alone. I'm not going to lie, when the rubber meets the road it's hard to trust Him. He has showed me if I would just be still He will show me that He is God. The Lord has showed me what it looks like to be still, calm your spirit (be still in your spirit) and take in the wonder of the Lord around you. When I took my focus off my circumstances and put it back on the Lord, I know that He is God and I am not alone, His faithful and He loves me and He can not lie or go against His word and that is what keeps me going and be about my Father's business.